So a friend suggested that I show videos of Damien to Colin, which I think is a great idea. Especially clips of the two of them together. He can then hear his voice again, see him moving around. The problem is that I haven't been able to watch any videos of Damien yet, and I'm afraid that when I do, I might break into a million little pieces all over again. I know some widows immediately start obsessing over videos of their lost partner. Then others, like me, aren't able to face it. Yet. The time will come. Maybe sooner than later ... I'm not sure. I still get a bit anxious just thinking about it.
We will miss Daddy tomorrow - the day our little man turns 3. It's so hard to move forward while looking back.
|The night before Colin's 1st Birthday|
|The night before Colin's 2nd Birthday|
|The night before Colin's 3rd Birthday|