Today would have been our 7th Wedding Anniversary, and we would have been together for nearly 12 years. Sometimes I still feel "married", though I'm technically not. I still feel like a wife, though my husband is no longer here. I loved being married ... having a partner in life that I shared
everything with. And I know that I'm lucky to have had such a happy, fulfilling marriage. I miss it. It can be very lonely at times, even though I'm surrounded by friends. I just miss him - he was my perfect match. I dread the thought of having to go through the dating process again. I don't even know if I'm ready ... I guess it would just depend on the guy and the situation. *sigh*
I spent some time today looking at our wedding photos and remembering that day, such a wonderful day! So many great memories, though painful still. I'm happy for the time we had together.
Happy Anniversary Damien. You will always have a piece of my heart.
